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Oh god why me?

why are relationships these weird and mysterious things? like i’ve always planned on getting married and having kids one day but it might have been more of a dream or my imagination spinning a tale. i say this because i was recently confronted with the knowledge that my current bf plans on marrying me one day…

marrying

me

one

day

and i swear i must’ve looked like a deer in headlights. shock? confusion? intrigue? terror? i don’t think there is a word in the English language to describe how i feel about this. i honestly don’t know what to do, i don’t have a game plan for this in my repertoire. i could tell you 500 ways to end a back relationship, i’m quite good at it, but i don’t really know what to do when everything is going right let alone what happens when things go so right that another human being has decided that he wants to spend his life with me…like just pause for a second and think about this…

i can’t really wrap my head around that idea. for so long i’ve wanted to find that person, any person really, who wanted to be mine or at least date me…and i have that but not just that…i have more.

i liked him.

we became friends.

then he liked too.

then he asked me out.

then we said the “L” word.

then he decided that he wanted to marry me one day…

like…what?? this kinda thing doesn’t happen in real life…does it? i don’t know. i don’t know. i really just don’t. like do people actually end up in happy relationships with their crushes? is that a real thing? i guess it is because it happened to me but maybe i just didn’t believe it could happen it me.

Here is a photo set dedicated to the most recent addition to my family, Baby. She’s a 6 month old silver lab. The first 6 photos are from when we first got her back in November. Photos 7 and 8 are from when I was home over spring break, two of Baby’s favorite activities include watching TV and napping in your lap on the couch. Photo 9 was taken just this morning by my mom. Its incredible how fast they grow and just how quickly things change. Welcome to the family Baby <3 we’re so very glad to have you

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